The third night in a row ... intolerant ... selfish ... human! the third night in a row .. sleepless ... a lot of smoke ... a lot of coffee ... many thoughts and feelings are revealed ... again human!! two magnet poles ... depression could be a very tempting option ... living the life i never asked for ... yet the one available .. to ruin this body is a choice; to ruin the mind and soul is someone's else choice ... those little pretty things I cant see are tingling what has been left of sense ... and its so painful ... what made everything for a reason has no reason now ... and no time is left .. no power to maintain ... and the heart is broke with a wicked stick ... those love pills i have been addicted to are bringing it all now to the front .. what used to be inside is out and it puts on its ugly face .. a face i cant recognize ... a face that used to cover itself by a million mask and now it lost them all .. what is left is for you to deal with, for you to handle ... and nothing is for sure but the truth and that is something i lost faith in.
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